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[27 May 2005|01:58pm] |
*sings* You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are gray, you'll never know dear, how much I love you, please don't take, my sunshine away. The other night dear, as I lay sleeping, I dreamt I held you, in my arms, when I awoke dear, I was mistaken, and I held my head and cried.
I LOVE YOU CUPCAKE!!!!
xoxo
Caitlin
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(Care to indulge in something so untrue?)
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[24 Apr 2005|01:42pm] |
Also...an add on to the previous entry.
If you did love me back...I didn't know. I didn't know if you liked me as a friend either. Alls I wanted Julena was you. Somehow I realized though, I'd never have you. So I backed off. I stopped myself from loving you so I would stop hurting. Right now, it hasn't done much good.
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(Care to indulge in something so untrue?)
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[24 Apr 2005|11:52am] |
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I tried so hard to love you. So hard to live trying to make you happy. I tried so hard to make myself disappear so I could help you. Now look at me. Just take a fucking look. I'm a mess. I've pushed myself down farther in this hole, to try and make you smile. I left my heart out on my sleeve for you to do what you wanted to do with it. I made myself...gone. I can't love you anymore, because you tore me down so many times. The main reason I'm in counseling is because of you. That's why I can't love you. I have to stop crying over you. I won't talk to you and I won't email you anymore. I've tried Julena, I have...so hard. I'm done.
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